Why?

Why you become like this again?

Why you suddenly leave me again?

Why you suddenly act like this again?

I know I have no right to mad at you.

Why you become such a jackass again?

Can you at least give me a simple explaination? WHY?

Hah.. 

I don't know why suddenly I become so mad.

I'm hurt.

I'm lonely.

I can't stand the idea that you are not mine anymore.

I can't face the reality that we can't go back together anymore.

I know I'm not supposed to feel like this.

I know I'm wrong.

I know I said I've moved on.

Yeah, I moved on. 

But, it is not your fault that I failed to move on again. 

I guess I'll stay in the past forever.

Even if I look like I'm moving forward, actually it is not. It's just a fake-mask that I put on. 

I know I can't be like this.

But.. To be honest, I will never ever completely move on. 

No matter what happen, you'll always stay in my heart, forever.

I've told you, right?

That you will always have a special place in my heart.

And also, in my life.

Ah..

It's hurt.

It's so empty.

It feels like someone put their hand inside my chest and take something away. 

I feel so lost..

Trying to keep myself busy is not working, you know.

Because no matter what I do, I keep thinking about you.

Have you eat?

How's your day?

What plans do you have for today?

What are you doing right now?

I miss our conversations.

I miss you.

I miss your touch.

I miss your kisses.

I miss your hugs. 

I miss your voice.

I miss your hands wrapped around my waist when we're sleeping.

I miss seeing you in the morning when I wake up. 

I miss how you treat me so nicely.

I miss when you pull me closer when you're still asleep.

Oh God damn it, I miss everything about you.

It hurts, knowing you leaving without an explanation.